Christmas snuck up on me

So, yesterday was not that good of a day. In fact I think I did absolutely nothing aside from watch stuff on my laptop, cry, throw temper tantrums and sulk. I ended up crying myself to sleep about 6 or 7 o'clock. Not good.

So today will be better. I woke up at about 4 this morning, have caught up with my shows and taken a shower, as well as finished packing absolutely everything aside from stuff to go in my carry on. I've looked up some classes to take in the spring: a cooking class, a silversmithing class and a fused glass jewellery class. I've found some reading groups to go to, a writing group and a knitting group. I will keep myself busy. But I'll be posting a detailed 2010 Plan nearer the end of the year.

I'm going to go over to the cafeteria in a bit, after I've watched Men of a Certain Age and Legend of the Seeker. I'm taking my laptop, a book, my notebook and a puzzle book. I plan on staying in there all day. Obviously staying in my room alone is not good for me, so I'll go sit where there are people and free(ish) food and get on with my stuff. I'll get to socialise a little, and maybe not be quite so miserable.

In the meantime, it's Christmas next week. NEXT WEEK! I've been so focused on getting home and getting back to Neil that although I knew it was coming up to Christmas it didn't really sink in, until just now. Christmas is NEXT FRIDAY!

I hope everyone has a good Christmas/Hannukah/Yule/Kwanzaa etc etc. I do love Christmas, I just haven't been in exactly the right frame of mind for it this year.