Hard decisions

Ever had to make a decision, that you really wish you hadn't? I know it was the right thing to do. Things have been off for months. More like years. It was the right thing to do. It was the right thing to do. It was the right thing to do. It needed doing.

So why do I want to take it back?

I need to stop focussing on the good stuff. The good stuff stopped after a couple of months. I need to remind myself of all the bad stuff. Of the reasons why i made that decision. There were reasons. Lots of them. I stressed about it for months. And it needed doing, damn it!

I just wish it didn't hurt so much :(